The New Normal.
The first time I remember hearing that phrase was shortly after 9/11, when the world as we knew it changed. We were married just 4 days after the event that changed the world. So, our honeymoon was filled with uncertainty. I'm sure Americans felt that way after Pearl Harbor and WW2. I'm sure they felt that way after Kennedy was shot, and after the Vietnam War. Every major event in History has allowed for a "new normal."
I don't like that phrase. I find it difficult to adapt to new norms. I mean, I still wish I could just go walk someone in to their gate at the airport. I miss being able to feel safe going into a large building. On our first anniversary, we went to Niagara Falls, and I was overcome with anxiety because of the large crowds. And now? Now I miss getting out and shopping without a mask. Coughing without feeling every eye on me. Visiting a sick relative while they are in the hospital or long term care facility.
The weight of it all has been compounded by being stuck at home, not hugging my parents who moved back to our area just before this started. The anxiety and stress has grown leaps and bounds by having everyone home for over 6 months, and watching my son suffer from not being able to be around people. He's the extrovert of the family, so it's been especially hard for him. The recent hurricane, which looked like it was coming our way, made me realize just how much of the new normal feels like it's choking life right out of me.
I don't function well these days. It's hard to get motivated for anything besides eating. I decided to start blogging again after 3+ years of not writing. I'm hoping it will help me deal with my anxiety, stress and motivation. I'm praying that I will somehow come out of this new normal with renewed purpose, vision and hope. What about you? How are you coping with the New Normal?
