Thursday, August 11, 2011

Reflections and Hopes

This is the eve of Luke's 6th birthday.  I can remember being so nervous six years ago as I was about to deliver Luke by scheduled C-section.  I had to be at the hospital by 5a.m. so they could get everything ready for surgery.  I was most nervous about the epidural of all things.  That went amazingly well!  In fact, after Luke was born, I thought to myself, I could do that 6 more times.  I may be a little biased, but he was absolutely THE MOST beautiful baby boy I had ever seen.  He was so tiny and perfect.  We called him our peanut.  Those first few months were so precious as a family of 3.  Todd was working for himself and was home all the time.  I recovered from my c-section and he took care of both of us.  I remember holding him in the middle of the night one night and thinking, this is going to go by so fast.  I prayed over him that night. 

I love Luke so much.  He's so tender-hearted, sweet, loving, interesting, funny and wise little boy.  He has a heart of gold, and really cares about the feelings of others.  I pray that he will always walk with the Lord, that he is wise beyond his years, and that he is full of God's love to share with others.  I pray that he is taught of the Lord and great is his peace and undisturbed composure.  I trust that God has a purpose and a plan for him that he will know at an early age and pursue with all of his efforts.  I pray that he will always be quick to forgive, slow to be angry and wise with his words toward others.  He is my special boy, and I love him so much.  I am so grateful that God chose Todd and I to be his parents!